I realize I probably sound like an ungrateful complainer.
Maybe I am. I don't mean to be. My new cardiologist is nice enough. He does a good job. He's thorough. He's nice. He's keeping my heart from tiring out too early.
I think I sound like such a curmudgeon because while I know WHY I need the med and the constant check-ups with him .... ultimately, I'm still pissy about the whole idea.
Pissy that, I'm 34 and on heart meds.
I'm certainly not the first. Nor the last. I'm just tired of being so young and having all this shit.
There. I'm done with the whining.